Sunday, November 19, 2006
followed mum to grandma's house to help grandpa with the offerings stuff early in the morning.i feel like fainting and i dont know why.i thought to myself: at this rate i am going, i am sure to get sick soon.and true enough i've got a fever hours later.took the panadol and it helped a little.everyone was so busy and i was the only one sitting down.felt so bad.headed down to visit grandma in the late afternoon.i am glad she looks a little better now.but still, she doesnt want to listen:(i dont have the time to think about you anymore and i think shouldnt.been sick the whole day yet i didnt tell anyone cause everyone's so worried about grandma.
i found the unvarnished truth at 9:03 PM
