JULIA`

2007-03-17T15:36:00.000+08:00

RELINK PEASE!
http://thedimpledsmile.blogspot.com

2007-03-14T11:38:00.000+08:00

yestday's combined cca camp was like WOW.played netball in the morning followed by badminton.lunched with the netball team at rm(: played table tennis.anabel agnes stephanie katrina ls hy and i were getting so bored that we playing some stuff.it was childish but fun.played some team bonding games in the hall and it's damn hilarious:DDD i want more of such camp please!

2007-03-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

the report card is back.and i have yet to show mum and dad.and i swear i suck in combined science and humanities.there's like netball camp trm.i am somehow looking forward to , but somehow not.contradicting right?hah, still suffering from the friday's sunburnt.i miss my friends:(

2007-03-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

had phsics test today and its like i didnt even know what were the questions talking about!my chem's already like...so imagine how bad my combined science is.i have a bad feeling for the progess report card coming soon.i suppose everything's red?!

2007-02-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

was complaining to bro about what he did that cause my ankle to hurt.i hopet doesnt get swollen:(
i just something online just now and it really made my day(((((((: and i guess my ankle doesnt hurt that much now(:

2007-02-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

wednesday= almost miss my bus=ran after buses= fell asleep during english lesson.
was reading some past letters just now.~~i thought i moved on but i never expect myself to feel so moody after reading.~~
oh man.there's physics test trm and i've yet to study.ciaos.

2007-02-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

i thought i saw you in the crowd.

2007-02-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

been having test last week this week and there will be more next:(
anyway, i think i totally screwed up my lit paper today.chem was alright today and i am glad that my experiment was correct for like the first time?((:hahah.chinese lesson was like for me to socialise with the people beside infront and behind me.and i can glad that the people around me during chinese lesson are nice and time in chinese lesson seems to end faster and faster.today's asembly was like wow.i totally love today's assembly.fairus and i were like laughing away madly.
tomorrow's valentine's day(((:
i cant wait to get to school trm.and i think i am beginning to like the class.
ciaos.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO ALL((:

2007-02-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO! i am back to blog(: went to your friendster to check out your profile and i am happy for you that you're doing fine.well, seriously, i kind of like the life i am having now and i am gonna work hard this year. and yes, i have completely let go(:
anyway i had this mental block during my amaths test today and i hope i will pass.
rm-ed with ls hy and cherie after school to have lunch at long john.had this sudden tummyache which wasnt supposed to be called a tumyache and i dont know what is it called.went back to school for cca and we had to run for 20mins again.and of all time, i had this so-called tummyache again.stopped running after 2 rounds cause i really counldnt take the pain cause its like killing me.well,it got better like after half an hour.
oh man, there's pe trm and we're gonna do our 1.6km run= no more soccer games:((

and i think the stupid so-called tummyache is coming back again.
ciaos.

2007-02-03T09:32:00.000+08:00

i've realised that i am happy with my current life(: hahaha, now that i have enough time for everything i'll make full use of my time(((: wonder how's that silly midnight show.
ciaos((((((((((:

& i am glad didnt take yours words to heart.

Shiny happy people laughing
Meet me in the crowd

Shiny happy people holding hands
Shiny happy people laughing

2007-02-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

lessons before recess were like all so boring, matters were even worst as there were 3 periods of physics in a row.cme after recess was like so boring but lucky jaslyn was sitting next to me to chit chat with me.we were like talking and sort of commenting on ______.oh wells.had to do chinese essay in class today and for once i liked doing the essay.emaths lesson was like boring.and i suppose i had to look for a emaths tuition teacher at the rate i am working at.sighs.
cca today was like practically physical training.ran continously for 20-30mins and i am proud of myself cause i didnt stop at all today. well done, julia(: training was definitely productive for me today.dinnered with lin sin and cherie at compass after training.
i am going to bed now.i am tired from the training session and the late nights i have for the past few days.hahaha, J's in camp now and there is no one to entertain me for tonight:((

2007-01-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO!(:school started at 830 today.pe was great.played soccer and it was like so fun and we kept injuring the other team though we dont mean it.hahahah.ss was kind of fun too.and think i am begining to lose interest in both A & E maths. cant seem to concenrate in class nowadays and i dont know why.

actually i dont know whyi called you, perhaps i wanna tell you something.but oh wells, i chose not to do so.

open the eyes of my heart,

i want to see you.

2007-01-27T22:39:00.001+08:00

oh man, i think i am having a fever:((

2007-01-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

i seriously doubt what u said.
& i think i am beginning to detest you.
good bye.

2007-01-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yes, I thought you had eyes for me
But I never was quite sure
Mighty funny that you never called
Ain't it funny now that you're gone
That you say you're in love with me

Now that's hard for me to believe
Cause I never knew it baby, never knew it baby
I never knew it baby, never knew it baby
That you loved me so
Now I think about you every night
Said you wanted for us to have fun
What's the matter, cat got your tongue
It's not easy to read your mind

So you bet not take too long
Kind of silly just holding the phone
Ain't it silly that I'm all alone
When you should be here holding me
Or making good love baby, oh so sweet

I knew somebody would love me
And satisfy this heart of mine
You never should keep it from me
You gotta realize a girl would cry and loose her mind...

2007-01-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

school was alright today.played street soccer for pe today and everyone's like so rough?!and fairus got kicked.lessons seems to end fast today though.anyway, went for np open house today with fairus, jaslyn and tiffany.we walked under the hot sun and the walk seems to be never ending?!walked til my legs almost break today.and hahah, i saw that tuition guy at the open house(LOL).

gonnado my tuition homework, ciaos((:

2007-01-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

you suck, now i wonder which sentence you said its true.

2007-01-14T22:02:00.001+08:00

damn it, i shouldnt have walk away just now.

2007-01-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

guess i have feeling so much better.was supposed to be sad yesterday but avan's silly action is making me laugh.i have already set my mind to move on.((((:

you're a real nice friend, to me.thanks for being there((:

and the stupid commonwealth essay's killing me!
ciaos.

2007-01-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

One is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
Two can be as bad as one, its the loneliest number since the number one
No is the saddest experience you'll ever know
Yes is the saddest experience you'll ever know
cause one is the loneliest number that you'll ever know
one is the loneliest number even worst then two
yeah
its just no good anymore since you went away
now I spend my time just making up rhymes of yesterday
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number
since you went away
since you went away
(one is the loneliest number since you've gone away)
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number
since you've gone away
Its just no good anymore since you went away
now I spend my time just making up rhymes of yesterday
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number
since you went away
since you went away

2007-01-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

i wish one day i would just stop thinking about everything and forget all about you.or perhaps forget about everyone and start life all over again, which is like so impossible.
i dont feel right/good now.

~~i miss you, so much~~

2007-01-08T16:07:00.001+08:00

the feeling of being sick aint good at all.i hate it.

please take good care of yourself.

2006-12-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday
met up with my aunts for dinner at j8.it was not just merely a dinner but one with fun and full of laughter.thanks so much for making my day.enjoyed it plenty((:

thanks lorraine for the little message on your blog though we haven been talking for quite some time.<33

to phyllis,
hahah, i though you had forgotten about my birthday but i was glad you didnt((:was really really touched after reading your message.it makes me wanna cry though.(hahah,i saved your message) thanks for being there 24/7.and yes, we have been through a lot together this year and it has brought us even closer and this year i have also realise who are those that i can dependent on and trust in whenever i need them.i am glad to say that you're one.you have not only made me realise that friendship is important and i have also learn something from you which you might not have realise though.the thought of us wouldnt be in the same class again next year makes me sad though.but maybe on the other hand it is better.i hope we would still be hanging out together before and after school like we used to.hahah, i can still remember some of the silly things we do. i have told you most of the stuff i wanted to in the message.to some, you may seem as a bad friend but to me you're like the bestest.thanks for being there 24/7.you'll never ever be forgotten.i love you many many<333333333333333

to cherie,
thanks for the message of yours.although its just a little message, it meant alot to me.you may seem to be one that is so quiet to others but to me you're like always so noisy and always there for me 24/7((:this year wouldnt be fun without you.thanks so much for i am able to find a friend like you.i hope we all would still be hanging out together next year as often as we do now.just wanna let you know that you would never be forgotten.i love you plenty<3333333333333

to you,
i was really suprised when i saw the first message this morning after 12am.it was neither shawn, phyllis nor cherie but you.although i didnt expected you to remember my birthday but thanks so much for the thought.(hahaha, phyllis finds it funny)

to shawn,
thanks so much for spending the time out with me the other day although you have to change shift with avan and all.and i loveyou<333

thanks so much for all the birthdays wishes i received from you guys.even though many were just a little testi or message, it meant alot to me.i really appreciated it alot.i love you guys<3333

2006-12-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

i thought staying at home would be better but it turned out to be so wrong.mum's so ridiculous and both are blaming me over _.i just hate it when one's unhappy with me and the other rubs in.and so its my fault?:(

2006-12-13T11:05:00.001+08:00

happy sweet fifteen, agnes<3

2006-12-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

i miss phyllis:((
& cherie, where are you?i miss you too.you seemed to have mia.

2006-11-29T10:09:00.000+08:00

alright, i guess its sunshine after rain.

2006-11-29T09:41:00.000+08:00

perhaps this is the one and only way out.

oh man, where's phyllis?i miss you:(

2006-11-29T09:20:00.000+08:00

i want to smile everday like i used to.but now, it seems like a challenge for me to do so.

-i miss you.

2006-11-28T12:49:00.000+08:00

supposed to go swimming at ten in the morning but it rained.wth.and this wasnt the first time:( avan being the mr nice guy of the day played with me the msn games(:haha.we played like most of them.now that he has gone out, there's no one to entertain me:(

2006-11-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

like finally i manage to sign in to friendster((((((((((((((:

2006-11-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

oh man.friendster is pissing me off big time.i cant seem to sign in no matter what:(

2006-11-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

now that you're coming back, i really had no idea what to do.i guess we'll just stay as friends?

2006-11-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

right now, i am freaking bored and everyone seems to have MIA.oh man.where's everyone?

2006-11-21T11:02:00.000+08:00

i dont know why i am still thinking of you though we havent been talking nor seeing each other for weeks.argh.whatever.i bet you and ______ are like madly in love?!which i think its good for you luh!but well, anyway take care of yourself and your leg please.

but still, i am learning how to let go slowly.

2006-11-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

it seems like whenever i step out of my house it rained.missed the stupid 161 cause of the rain and the stupid bus driver didnt see me=waited 1/2 hour for the bus.went to aunt's house to get my hair cut.and finally i get to cut my hair(((:

2006-11-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

got totally freaked out like 15minutes ago.thanks to my itchy hands i almost couldnt sign in to msn.but thanks to my quick-witted mind i did something to retrieve it(((:

2006-11-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

felt like listening to songs and so i did.scrolled down the list and saw this song and so i clicked on it.it turned out to be that song you send to me which was meant for me.got so moody after listening to it.has been replaying that song for the past 10 mintues.reality is like totally different from that song's lyrics,one line from the song: ~~i love you,always will~~.i guess its like a pack of lies.images of you kept flashing in my mind though i thought i have been trying to let go and stuff.

2006-11-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

followed mum to grandma's house to help grandpa with the offerings stuff early in the morning.i feel like fainting and i dont know why.i thought to myself: at this rate i am going, i am sure to get sick soon.and true enough i've got a fever hours later.took the panadol and it helped a little.everyone was so busy and i was the only one sitting down.felt so bad.headed down to visit grandma in the late afternoon.i am glad she looks a little better now.but still, she doesnt want to listen:(

i dont have the time to think about you anymore and i think shouldnt.been sick the whole day yet i didnt tell anyone cause everyone's so worried about grandma.

2006-11-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

good things never happen in a row whereas bad stuff always do.grandma has been admitted to the hospital this afternoon.and i only found out this evening when i went to my grandperents house for dinner.wth.i am like damn worried for her and the doctor say that the report will only be out either trm or monday.i hope she is doing fine there.

2006-11-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

cant get to sleep so here i am blogging.i guess this is the first time in my life i am drinking milk at this hour cause i cant get to sleep.did i do the right thing by trying to let go?should i let go?oh man, can someone please tell me.

2006-11-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

one moment i have decided to let go but now i am missing you badly.

2006-11-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

i had so much stuff that i wanted to tell you and yet you went away.i hated myself for being indecisive and its my indecisive-ness that caused everything.the uniform reminds me of you, the bikes reminds me of you and even the phrase "overuses gestures & facial expressionsO.o" simply reminds me of you.~~boy, i miss you~~

though i am still feeling moody and all, i've decided to let go.even if i am sad now you wont even give a damn.cherie's right:A is like thousand and one times better than you.i shouldnt be feeling sad over you cause you aint worth me doing so.i know i should have let go long time ago and yes i am going to do that from today onwards.although it aint gonna be easy and i know it'll some time to forget about you and all but i know that my friends are around to help me((: thanks phyllis cherie chick and i cant remember who. thanks to those who asked me out this few days, but i am really sorry that i cant make it.reason being i have to help my uncle out and i dont have to mood to go out and shop.phyllis's messages always came at the right time.your message was somehow funny.and i believe this was the first time i laugh ever since that day.chick's right:its bad to think about unpleasant stuff.

chick,
dont think so much about it already alright?i've already look on the brighter side of life so you ought to do so too.cheer up alright?if you ever need a listening ear, i'll be there for you.thinking too much of unpleasant stuff isnt good for health.i aint good at consoling people but i am willing to lend you a listening ear.cheer up pok((:

perhaps this has also made me realise who are my true friends and who will be there for me whenever i need them.
thanks guys(:
i hope i can let go though i know i might not be able to do it.

2006-11-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

thanks cherie chick and phyllis for being there.if you guys aint there i wouldnt know what to do.

so much stuff,yet left unspoken.

2006-11-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

ironed my school uniform mintues ago and i was 'happily' leaning on it for the past few mintues.and now i have to iron it again:(

2006-11-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

mama told me that grandma's sick and i am very very worried about her.i hope she gets well soon.

2006-11-14T18:44:00.000+08:00

saw this from somewhere and i thought it sounds familiar,

You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm need you right here
By my side
I used to hear you say:
You're the one that I need
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time

2006-11-13T17:07:00.000+08:00

woke up at 1 in the morning and i dont know why.look at the phone and there was no sign of your message.perhaps i am not used to it yet.slept and woke up at 7 in the morning.and gastric paid me a visit this morning.like wth.left for the bus stop.amaths lesson today was fast/efficient/productive.headed to compass for lunch with I4 and went to red hill to complete our cip.and the good news, we dont have to decorate the cybercafe anymore and we just had to do posters.headed down to far east to get some stuff.homed.

although knowing the truth might hurt, but at least it's better than being kept in the dark.
although your messages prove that you cant be trusted and all but i am still gonna trust you.
what you said just kept flashing back into my mind.oh gosh, can someone please teach me how to let go?letting go is the best choice though it aint an easy task for me.

2006-11-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

can someone tell me what's wrong with me?i dont feel good nor right.i just broke a bowl and a mug hours ago.mum even thought that i wasnt feeling well.

i kept looking at my phone and i dont know why.maybe i am too used to receiving your message and messaging you.

if things want to turn out that way, there is no way you can change it.

2006-11-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

i have thought over it and i guess things are better off this way.i just hope that you are not back to your old ways.

2006-11-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

actually i have already decided and wanted to tell you something two weeks ago.i regretted not telling you but on second thoughts, maybe its a good thing that i didnt tell you cause all these would still happen.guess this isnt the first time this happen.though i was sad but i expect this to happen long ago.but still, i want you to know that i'll always be there for you even as a friend and i hope we are still two good friends that could talk about anything under the sun just like we used to.

~~~~fuck~~, i feel as though i have lost you overnight.~~

2006-11-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

the minute i step out of my block it rained.so i ran to the opposite block and walked to the 74 bus stop.boarded 74 and headed down to grandma's place.its even worse when i reach amk.it was raining cats and dogs.lucky thing the shelter is connected from the bus stop to grandma's block.went over to central to get my lunch only when the rain was getting smaller(not very small though).didnt get to eat anything til 3 in the afternoon.my stomach was grumbling and i could take it no longer.went over to central to get my lunch only when the rain was getting smaller(my own presumption,cause grandma says i can only leave the house if the rain is smaller):DD

thanks chick for asking if i am okay.yes, i am fine already((:

thanks ~~shawn~~ for staying up with me to accompany me to message til one plus in the morning.seriously, i wouldnt know what to do if ~~you~~ aint there for me.thanks alot(((:

was thinking about the past, i feel as though u did used me.

i dont know what you are thinking of at that point of time but your actions did shocked me.it didnt really affect me much though cause i have already know the truth and yeah, i trust her though she's no longer the same person i used to know because she has no reason to lie to me.

2006-11-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

i feel so stress but i dont know why.
and i hate to be accused.
i feel as though i am living in anne frank's time.did you know how envious i was of my friends?i enjoy going out with my friends and what i hate most is your evening call.do you know that it spoils my day, always.i always kept quiet when you scold me but u always went on and on.its so freaking unfair, why cant i be like other kids who hang can hang out late with their friends.i dont ask for much, do i?
argh.forget it.you are just way too conservative.at least i did not let you worry-i called and told you that i would be home late with a reason and what i get is chiding from you.perhaps you didnt realise that this is the 21st century?!

i longed for the day that i would be free from you.

2006-11-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

i just discovered something yesterday morning.wasnt really sure if i should tell you anot so i told your best friend instead.i have decided not to tell you cause i dont know how to tell you and i cant bring myself to tell you.i think i made the right choice by telling it to your best friend.although your best friend promise me not to say it out, but i hope you'll get to know it from your bestie cause i feel that you shouldnt be kept in the dark.(i know that you are reading this post now)

2006-11-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

after hearing what you say this morning, i dont feel guilty anymore- in fact i dont have to worry about how i have to face her in future even if it means running into her on the streets one day.thanks for telling us that((:

2006-11-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

whatever it is, it's always my fault.u all just dont understand me at all.whatever it is, you are always right and i am always wrong.its always never fair when i get accused of something that i never do.i just hope that you two get to see this post though i know u two wont.perhaps its because there's is a lack of communication between us and i dont explain myself.although you are my dad whatever you think is right so what i say would not change your mind thus i see no point explaining.i have decided not to trust you anymore ever since you broke your promise again and again.i feel so stupid to have believe you that you would keep your promise.you are always siding bro no matter what.you always say bro is still young must give in to him.its not that i am jealous, its just that i am very disappointed in you two.

2006-11-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

bugis-ed and vivo-ed with phyllis yesterday.
thinking about what she said,i guess she is right- you reap what you sow.

2006-11-05T10:47:00.000+08:00

i guess my parents just dont understand me well. its seems like there's a lack of communication between us.you are always saying" had i known, i shouldnt have..."
though i am tired of hearing all this but it seems like you always want me to feel guilty whenever there is a quarrel.
even if its bro's fault, in the end it will end up as my fault.argh.forget it.that's life.i should be used to it already cause its always like that.

2006-11-03T16:43:00.000+08:00

tuesday
went to meet my aunt and celeste at vivo.dinnered at food republic.went to aunt's house for stayover.
wednesday
babysit lucas and celeste with aunt.went over to aunt's friend's house for dinner.her coooking is superb(((:
thursday
followed my aunt back to school.kind of boring though.we went back because there is soccer trng and she's the teacher-in-charge.lunched at west mall's sukae.headed down to queensway cause aunt wanted to check out the soccer jersey.went to ikea cause aunt wanted to get somehting there.then we saw the soccer team people again?haha. they seem like a fun bunch of people:D
friday
just came home from my aunt's house.yawns.

2006-11-01T13:41:00.001+08:00

i think phyllis is coming back today((:

2006-10-26T18:57:00.000+08:00

read your letter just now and it really touched me though i didnt expect that letter from you.thanks so much for being there for me 24/7 this year(: i am thankful for having realise that i have a wonderful friend like you. guess i have nth much to say cause what i want to say is already inside the letter.i'll be there for you and not forget a friend like you too.cheer up alright?dont think so much about the results think already cause what's done cannot be undone.and dont blame yourself alright?i believe we will work hard together next year.i seriously cannot imagine how school life is going to be like without you next year.you will be that friend of mine still(:i will keep the letter in its best tip top condition and take it out to read when i miss the times during school hours and especially after school when we all go to compass together and saw gg and co. which was like so so funny(:

2006-10-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

just read phyllis blog as i was told to do so.and i think i am tearing now.yea.i hope that this friendship will still continue to last and i hope i am not forgotten too(((:

outing with chick huiyan agnes cherie sinyee trm(:

2006-10-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

i love tweenty<33333333

2006-10-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

got back our emaths, lit and amaths papers today.phew!i passed my emaths((: now that i've pass three subjects, i hope that i would be able to promote to sec4 express.but i am still kind of worried cause i did quite badly for mine mid-yr.but seriously, i hope that i will be able to promote to sec4 express.well.everything's not confirmed until the result slips are out.

2006-10-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

went to school today.the whole sec3 cohort was asked to go to the hall to check our exam papers.I & J were asked to sit on the floor when the rest of them can sit on the chair.so freaking unfair please when its like we got the seats first!wth!the first paper i got back was english.phew!i passed.next, mine social studies.i failed(F9) and i was super disappointed in myself cause i did studied.and then followed by chinese.thank goodness i passed!and the last paper for the day was science which was a sure fail paper!and ya, i failed.now, i am super duper worried man.i just needa passs one more subject to get to sec4 express.well.i cant rely on my amaths cause according to mark chan only two girls in my class passed.and i cant rely on lit either cause i did ultra badly for my social studies.so the only thing i could rely on is my emaths.i seriously hope that i could pass my emaths.i hope i would be able to.studying for exams is stressful, waiting for results is also extremely stressful:( i hate it man.
recess-ed.we all sang cherie a birthday song and this time round its much successful compared to the time when we sang huiyan's.went to common test venue for the financial literacy workshop.and we played the monoply-like board game.kendra phyllis fairus jaslyn tiffany and i were in the same group.we didnt listen to instructions as we were busy yada-ing away and so we played it our own way.kendra was the big winner of the day-$133,850.i made $20,950 which is considered not bad already(: how nice it would be if the money is real.

compass-ed with phyllis cherie huiyan linsin chick agnes after school.

happy birthday cherie<33
the birthday girl left her present inside my bag!

2006-10-17T11:52:00.000+08:00

i finally finish watching princess hours on youtube.tiffany and i didnt really understand the last part but i know it had a happy ending. i like YUL(((: was watching my lovely samsoon on youtube this morning and i cant seem to find episode 3:(oh wells.shall find it ltr when i come back.i am gg out to meet tiffany now.byeeeeeeeee(:

2006-10-13T20:43:00.000+08:00

town-ed with phyllis agnes and cherie.went far east hunting for white dress for phyllis.phyllis and i leave first to meet people then we went dress hunting again!we both both a top each but the design is different(:

was rather bored and i have decided to comment about beanstalk.just went to her friendster and her pictures was like woahhh.not that i want to blog about her, its just that her pictures makes me wanna puke!

2006-10-11T20:35:00.001+08:00

yayy!all my paper ended today((: there's no school for me trm and friday because i have no more papers.i am free, dont have to burn midnight oil anymore(:

2006-10-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

i am back to my normal mood alr(((:

had physics and amaths paper today.my mind was blank when i saw the physics paper.and as for amaths, i cant do the paper la!anyway compassed with phyllis after the paper ended today.

2006-10-09T08:52:00.000+08:00

was really afraid that u wouldnt talk to me anymore but i am glad u did.talking to u really make me feel better.aint gg to cry anymore cause i realise its not gg to help.i am glad we are still friends.being friends are better.friendship last but not the other one.anyway, i am back to normal.thanks phyllis, cherie for being there for me.oh ya.and also tiffany.haha.just realised something.these 3 are always the ones being there for me.thanks guys!

2006-10-08T09:44:00.000+08:00

treasure things that's important to you before it's lost.

thanks phyllis for your message that came at 12:54:07am
i really appreciated it alot.

thanks * for trying to cheer me up this morning.

2006-10-08T09:36:00.000+08:00

had like only two or four hours of sleep at most.cant get to sleep.tried all methods and guess the only one that worked was to cry my way to sleep.i am just so disappointed in myself.

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long and find:
There is none like You.
There is none like You.

2006-10-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

and this is what i get when i try to help you save your face.fuck.forget it.and now i am being accused of being the bad guy(i mean girl).

2006-10-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

had chem and lit paper in the morning.everything's in my mind when i was doing the paper.i cant even concentrate on the paper lah!wt.

guess everything's settled.well now everything's back to normal.thanks * and friends for your help though you and your friends were look scary.if it wasnt for u guys help, i think this thing wouldnt be officially settled.now i feel much relieved!aint that worried anymore(:thanks once again!

to you,
and i hope we are still friends(:

2006-10-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

to you,
thanks for your help today.if it wasnt for you guys i dont know when is it gonna be settled.anyway thanks once again(:

to you,
i feel as though i have trusted the wrong person.
perhaps this has make me make my choice wisely the next time when i choose to trust someone so easily

to you,
i am so disappointed in you.dont ask me y.but i just feel disappointed in you.

perhaps tomorrow would be better(:

2006-10-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

i just looked at our msn message history.i miss the times when we talk rubbish and craps.

i am sorry for what i have done that time.but seriously i hope im forgiven though i know i will not be.

2006-09-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

was really busy nowadays so didnt really have the chance to blog.anyway EOY started today.today was the english paper.i got so stressed up in the morning lah and well thanks ms ong for encouraging tiffany and i when we got so srtessed up in the morning before the paper.u know what?i am afraid that i would fail my english this time round.and i swear this is the first time i got so stressed up during exams.in the past i used to laugh at my friends always getting so stressed up and now its my turn.
during the paper today i kept sneezing and i guess i am sick like again?tuition's on trm.wondering if i should go.should i, should i not?we shall see hows my condition trm morning.
the flu is killling me!!!who knows?i might be the next one or perhaps the first to die from flu.
anyway had fun just now hoping here and there finding some people's profile. this year's EOY is seriously stressing me out as i had nvr feel so stress out before.mum's calling me to take the medicine for flu.gtg.byeeeeeeeee(:

2006-09-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

phyllis didnt came to school and so lessons were boring without her:( had trng after school despite of the rain.had our trng in the basement carpark.ran 10 rounds in the basement despite of my big big blister.okay mayb not 10 rounds but definitely 5-10 rounds.trng today was kind of torturing, to me. oh ya.i almost forgot.we are gg to bukit merah for CIP like again.and they are like meeting at compass at 8 in the morning.

2006-09-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

woke up at like 730 in the morning when its like during the holiday.went to meet kendra phyllis esther wanling charlotte shina yvonne at compass.went to red hill to do our cip.it finished at ard 1.phyllis and i were like so hungry then we lunched at macs.called cherie and she was like still sleeping!wth.towned.homed.

2006-08-20T10:56:00.000+08:00

hasnt been blogging for like a week or more?well.has been coming home at ard 9 these few days.cherie hy and i have been gg home boarding 372 together.basket balling session these few days was fun.oh man.just realised that this coming friday is the deadline for the lit project and phyllis and i have yet started on the project.
okay lets talk about yesterday:
met up with jiayi michelle chermaine at chinatown.was supposed to do the lit project.we didnt do it in the end cause they were lost and didnt know where to start from?anyway they headed down to raffles then i went to meet agnes at chinatown train station.bugis-ed.s came and meet us at ard evening.agnes got to go and meet her parents at pasir ris so she left first.s and i dinnered at mos burger.thanks for the dinner treat.we took bus 80 home.the bus journey was supposed to be long but it didnt seem to be so for yesterday's case.it was a rather fun day except for some assholic stuff which spoilt my freaking nice day.

2006-08-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

school was boring today.was sad cause i didnt bring my file for the first time in my entire life!lesson especially after recess was boring,damn boring i mean.cherie didnt bring her cherry wallet to school today and she had to borrow money from us:D compass-ed with huiyan linsin ching agnes and cherie after school.lunch-ed at kfc.then we went back to school for trng.i felt that trng was productive today cause i did it the right way? compassed with cherie huiyan linsin after trng.we ran after the 372 bus can and we managed to board the bus.met up with ching rachel ann and chick for awhile.linsin cherie and i headed home soon after that.homed.okay, the phone's ringing.gonna answer it.byeeeeeee(:

2006-08-09T08:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY(:

2006-08-06T10:27:00.000+08:00

just woke up.suddenly had the urge to blog.the dream was bittersweet(:

sat:
went for tuition in the morning.almost fell aslp during tuition.and it lasted for 2 1/2hrs.
walked to grandma's hse(as usual).played with my cousins.went down to the mama shop with my cousin and i had to find the magnolia chocolate flavour ice cream for her.my hand almost went numb after searching for the ice cream for like 10 mins.
conclusion: sat is the day where i eat eat eat eat eat EAT EAT EAT EAT the most!

fri:
met up with agnes cherie phyllis at compass.was kind of sad that tiffany couldnt join us:(went down to bugis to collect agnes's new specs.she look like one of the cartoon characters frm the incredibles.shopped at bugis.bought a necklace(:and of course the rest bought something else too.headed down to marina square.walked passed city link hopping to see eyecandy but eyecandy wasnt there:( btw, we saw huiqi yuling ruilynn at citylink.we also saw huiying and yvonne on our way to marina square.had our late lunch at yoshi.saw some sjcians too.then we continued to shop shop SHOP!bought a new nike sling bag(:
i think shopping with them was real fun especially with all those silly things we do.really enjoyed myself that day(:

tiffany:
i've alr thought of what to give u for ACO day alr.i'll get it for u next wk(:

2006-08-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

school was alright today.got back my emaths and amaths paper.yayyyness man.i pass both.i pass amaths for the first time(:rivervale mall-ed for lunch with hy ls phyllis cherie ching agnes eliz sharene.went back to school for trng.run-ed today(:homed at ard 7.

2006-08-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

out of the 10 periods, only one teacher came which is our emaths teacher.she damn nice lah and i like her.and she likes to buy as unique sweets.thanks ms ong!(:the chem teacher didnt come cos she was on mc, mother tongue teacher didnt come to class cause she had to go and take care/ entertain of those china principals that came to our school.physics teahcer didnt came so we talk laugh crap inside the IT resource room and of course with the air con(shiok!)and 10 mins b4 dismissal one relief teacher step in.and the excuse he gave us was he couldnt find us and he said he was waiting for us in the other room for the past 1hr 30 mins.lunched at rivervale mall's food court with phyllis agnes cherie.we were like laughing and talking kind of loudly(as usual).then we went to rm's toilet b4 gg back to school for the oscar program.three of them happily hide in one of the cubicles hoping that i couldnt find them after coming out of the toilet.and i can totally hear cherie giggling and three 'little' shadows lah.and they think im stupid to believe that they alr went off!u should check out the whole thing lah.its damn funny man.and we were like laughing our way back to school.and it has been such a long time since we last had a great time laughing so hardly.met up with hy ls ching pamela in the canteen and we went for the oscar thing tgt.we reached the computer lab punctually(for the first time,i think?)the program was supposed to be like frm 330-5 but we finish within half an hour-the program is useful(:compassed with ching cherie agnes.we saw the bus opposite school and we ran like big time after the bus.met up with gorden loraine and rachel ann at kfc.then we went to walk ard compass and that was like hardly anyone at compass.went to cold storage to help dad buy his wax.homed(:
now that im done with blogging for the day, im gg to do my ss flashcard.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee all.

2006-08-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

hello people!im back frm the NE seminar.tiffany and i were looking forward to the NE seminar at evergreen sec.we thought that we could leave class at 12 but ended up we left at one.and we sat the mini bus there.and it was so damn cool and high-class lah.saw many other schools at the seminar.it wasnt as nice as what we thought.speeches last for like almost 2hrs.and the reception time was so short.then we have to go to their sch's computer lab and discuss some NE stuff.and its like damn boring.i swear i wont want to go a second time!

2006-07-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

so u think u block me u damn cool lah?sry then.if thats the case,im cooler cause i blocked you first=P

2006-07-31T16:33:00.000+08:00

just came back frm compass.and i swear my feet hurts but i dont know y.got back my ss common test paper and i passed(:im both sad and happy.im happy cause i got 11/12 for my first essay.as for my second essay, wells...i failed.monday could be the most slack day but definitely not with ss.
haha.ppl have rheumatism during cold weather and im like having gastric /stitch.is there smth wrong with me?
anyway,im looking forward to trm's NE seminar at evergreen sec(:

2006-07-30T09:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday's cabaret was niceeeee(:met up with tiffany.went down to amk to collect the clutch.esplande-ed with fairus and tiffany.everyone dress so differently, formally?i think i look formal, dont i?the play was a little RA though but its was damn nice.im lovin' it(:the play ended at ard 6.steamboated with agnes cherie phyllis choi angelia annabel.steamboating with them was fun.especially angelia.and choi kept calling people the auntie meinu and the uncle handsome(cos he aint a chinese).we camwhored(:we went towning at ard 9 to look for hy ls.reach homed at ard 12.i like yesterday(:i enjoy-ed myself(:

our steamboat mess.

to choi:
hope you have enjoyed the dinner yesterday night.HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

04082006 is a school holiday for sjcians.cant wait to go shopping with tiff on that day(:

2006-07-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

common test's finally over.cabaret's trm.im looking forward to it(:
i cried just now because of smth

watch i guess.and i like number 4(:hot!hot!and i like one of tanya chua's song, beautiful love.i think its niceeee(:think im getting addicted to the song.

2006-07-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

there was english and ss common test today.i dont like exams:( then had three periods of ss after recess.wrote til myhands almost broke.then one period of amaths.its a gd thing that amaths teacher didnt come.so free period.wanted to head home straight with annabel and angelia but headed to compass with hy ls phyllis cherie eliz ching angelia annabel instead.walked ard and saw some ppl.we went to sit at the usual place.headed home with angelia and annabel.theres ss common test trm.gonna study now.byeeeeeeeeeee(:

2006-07-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

msg some ppl early in the morning.went for tuition.then walked to grandma's hse under the hot sun.and i think i like walking to grandma hse after tuition.mayb i shall do that more often instead of taking a bus there.then waited for like 2hrs for my cousins to come.they took years to come man.then went amk central with my cousin.and i saw muikheng with her parents.and i kept laughing at her:D and it has been like a yr or two since i last saw her.bought bread cause i was told to do so.back to grandma's hse.dinnered.aunt cooked curry chicken and yong tau foo.yum yum(:homed.

2006-07-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

i think i became more and more..siao?i see a change in myself,seriously.i get pissed off easily recently.nothing seems to interest me.theres training yest and today.didnt really run alot cause my stitch's acting up.and i feel pissed now but i dont know y.can someone tell me?

2006-07-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

tiffany just sent me the pictures.if u want it,ask frm me though i promise to sent it to you if tiffany ever sends it to me.but i doubt u want it anymore.

2006-07-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

thanks tiffany cherie agnes for ur concern this two days.tiffany's right.this has also goes to show that my friends are there for me especially tiffany and cherie.i appreciate it alot,thanks(:

2006-07-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

fcuk.the moody mood is back again.and i seemed to miss stuff and ppl that i aint suppose to miss.i really tried my best to get it of out my mind.

2006-07-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

thanks phyllis jaslyn tiffany cherie and agnes for being there for me today.and i swear im really feeling much more better now(:thanks.i love you all(:

2006-07-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

i was really sad when i heard the news today.i dont seem to be in the mood for anything and i guess p.e. lesson helps.i feel much better now especially after trng.guess today's the right day for trng.hasnt really been exercising during trng and i think i really did today.well.im really happy for you two(:

thanks phyllis tiffany jaslyn who tried to cheer me up.thanks alot(:

2006-07-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

CHERIE LOVES MY DREAM!:D

2006-07-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

school ended at 12 today coz all teachers had to attend some moe excel fair thingy.compassed with huiyan linsin cherry ching elizabeth.kfc-ed.then we headed town with felicia and gillian.ching left earlier coz she had to be home at that time.then far-east-ed.bought a belt.and cherry bought one too.then we headed down to plaza singapura coz linisn wanted to check out some stuff as well as buy a pair of jeans.then homed.oh man tuition trm!gonna do my hw.byeeeeeeeeeeee(: